I’m Tired
Let me start by asking for forgiveness from God Almighty. God, I really don’t mean any harm. I’m generally a kind, loving, peaceful and respectful woman. Please forgive me for being so selfish. I am So Incredibly TIRED!! It is beyond me why: 1. I couldn’t have anyone look after me in a way that guided and taught 2. I couldn’t find a life partner to do this (do everything) with 3. I have to spend my ENTIRE LIFE taking care of people My children are grown and on their own. Poor babies had to endure a single mother who came from an incredibly abusive marriage at the hands of their father and a scarred childhood from abandonment - which inevitably turned into abandonment issues in early adulthood. Everything I’ve learned relating to life - how you live - has been taught and learned the Extremely Hard Way. Most people I come across tend to agree that I’m a nice person. But no one is ever willing to stay. No one wants to commit...no...