It's Real!!
I can recall a time when I would reflect on each and every thing going on in my life: work, family, my love life - or lack thereof, my career path - and more importantly, my path to entrepreneurship.
My thoughts were exciting! Life-changing! I was eager and excited to tackle each day with poise and positivity. I was Ready! Bring IT!
In my younger years, I've prided myself on the ability to juggle each and every moving part....with a smile on my face! However, life is ever-changing.
Lately, it has all become a huge struggle. I, now, see for myself how depression looks. I, now, realize how real depression truly is. I live with it each and every day - all day long! I'm not sure what will make me feel better. I'm not sure what the next day will hold. I DO know that it's here and it's real!
Mornings are long and bright. I cry and just want to stay under the covers and keep the blinds drawn.
Afternoons are long and sad. I cry at the drop of a dime. If I think of something for too long, here come the tears.
Evenings are long and quiet. I try to get to bed early. After a shower and my medicine, I lay in bed and cry for hours before my brain turns off.
There's something to be said for the degree of strength it takes to get in the shower and put on clothes. I want more. I want better. I want to stop being sad.
My ability to force myself to do some of the tough work, will make a difference. Right now, it's difficult but somewhere in there, I am hopeful.
Every day is a new day to work at it. Maybe one day I'll even have a life partner. It could happen.
The best thing my friends could have ever done was to make sure I'm ok. Check in. Call, text or leave a note. Let them know they are being thought of. It makes a difference. You won't have all of the answers but you could listen.
Check on your friends. Make sure there isn't something on the inside that they should let out.
Everybody needs somebody sometime.
...with mad love and respect <3
My thoughts were exciting! Life-changing! I was eager and excited to tackle each day with poise and positivity. I was Ready! Bring IT!
In my younger years, I've prided myself on the ability to juggle each and every moving part....with a smile on my face! However, life is ever-changing.
Lately, it has all become a huge struggle. I, now, see for myself how depression looks. I, now, realize how real depression truly is. I live with it each and every day - all day long! I'm not sure what will make me feel better. I'm not sure what the next day will hold. I DO know that it's here and it's real!
Mornings are long and bright. I cry and just want to stay under the covers and keep the blinds drawn.
Afternoons are long and sad. I cry at the drop of a dime. If I think of something for too long, here come the tears.
Evenings are long and quiet. I try to get to bed early. After a shower and my medicine, I lay in bed and cry for hours before my brain turns off.
There's something to be said for the degree of strength it takes to get in the shower and put on clothes. I want more. I want better. I want to stop being sad.
My ability to force myself to do some of the tough work, will make a difference. Right now, it's difficult but somewhere in there, I am hopeful.
Every day is a new day to work at it. Maybe one day I'll even have a life partner. It could happen.
The best thing my friends could have ever done was to make sure I'm ok. Check in. Call, text or leave a note. Let them know they are being thought of. It makes a difference. You won't have all of the answers but you could listen.
Check on your friends. Make sure there isn't something on the inside that they should let out.
Everybody needs somebody sometime.
...with mad love and respect <3
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